New semester starts tomorrow. You have always been worried, saying “Macamana lah Mummy sorang nak jaga Papa nanti bila Ya start class..” 

Turns out that you are no longer here with us when the day finally comes now.. I guess you knew.

I remember how you would hold my hands tight, kiss my hand and say “thank you sayang” every time I help you with something… I miss you Papa. Every single second.