February 2012
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“Some things are easier said than done, and easier to assume than felt by oneself”
Somehow you left me neglected.
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New semester starts tomorrow. You have always been worried, saying “Macamana lah Mummy sorang nak jaga Papa nanti bila Ya start class..”
Turns out that you are no longer here with us when the day finally comes now.. I guess you knew.
I remember how you would hold my hands tight, kiss my hand and say “thank you sayang” every time I help you with something… I miss you...
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I love you Pa, always and forever.
Papa: Sayang Papa dok?
Yaya: Semo ore sayang Papa, mano ado dok sayang..
Papa: I'm asking you now, sayang Papa dok?
Yaya: Sayang lah, Pa..
I wish I could lay down beside you, when the day...
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“But like everything I’ve ever known, you disappear one day..”
– Hiding My Heart - Adele
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“Sometimes I touch the things you used to touch, looking for echoes of your...”
– (via anditslove)
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I went to bed at 3AM last night. By crying myself to sleep. I realized that I won’t ever see that big smile of his again. Not when I graduate, not when I get my first job, not when I get married. Even my future children won’t get to meet their wonderful Tok Pa.
I break down in tears whenever I’m alone cause all I tend to do is to hold them back in front of people, in effort...
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“Even when I’m a mess, I still put on a vest ith an S on my chest. Oh yes...”
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Dearest Papa,
It sure feels different knowing that you’re not around anymore.. I know I’m not supposed to dwell on the past, I accept Allah’s fate and certainty. But whenever I’m by myself, I think of you.. Only God knows how much I miss your bad jokes and endless laughter.
I miss your you so much it hurts. I miss you so much I can still hear your voice inside my head.....
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